Sunday, August 19, 2012

There goes a little piece of my heart...

Last week we released Bejamin the feral cat who was brought inside back to the outside world.  We got him fixed and shots, kept him inside for two weeks, and it was time for him to be free again.  He was to be an outside cat again.  Inside he was very timid and scared.  He seemed to want to please us , and worked hard at trying to do what we wanted.  He was very passive to the inside cats, rolling upside down when they came into his room.

On the day he was to be released, I carried him to the front door and let him look outside.  He was very excited, happy even.  Randy opened the door, and I let him walk out on his own.  I thought maybe he'd choose to stay inside with me.  Nope, he chose freedom, no hesitation.

Below he walks from the front door, looking timid and hunched down still, the way he looked inside the house.


He turned and looked back at me and I spoke to him.  On the edge of freedom here.


Benji hesitates and looks around the yard.  He looks upset, ears partially back as he listens to me encouraging him.


And then he slinks off.  Yes, the yard is out of control.  It's been raining every day and we haven't been able to mow.


And now, look, he's back to his old self!  Ears are up.  He's walking tall, no more being hunched over.  No more being scared.  The old Benji personality has returned.


He looks around the yard.  His yard.


And he looks back at me with glowing wild eyes.  He's happy again.


Since he's been released Benjamin has taken up his old position as lead outside cat.  He's much more dominant than the other 2 resident outside cats.  We were hoping that by getting him fixed it would mellow him out some.  But he still chases the other cats and shows he's the boss.  Maybe it takes time.

He's very sweet to us now, he lets us pet him, even though he's outside.  He hangs out very close to our house, is always around.  On the first night outside I sat on the front porch and pet him for a while.  I brought out the little cat toys (little mice) he had when he was locked inside, and he was very happy to see and play with them again.  He loved his toy mice when he was locked up inside.

I wish we could have found a home for him, but there's so many stray cats, no one seems to want another.  And truly, Benji is happy being free.  He was different inside, a broken cat.  Now he's Benjamin, ruler of Razzberry Corner's yard.

8 comments:

Carolyn Renee said...

What a wonderful kitty story!! Thanks for helping him and letting him decide if he wanted to be indoor or outdoor kitty.

John Gray said...

he's the spit of our albert, even down to the white spot

Farm Girl said...

Well he was just made to be an outside cat. He knows where his home is and he will protect your yard. :) We had a black cat like that who patrolled our yard we had to keep him in the house when he started chasing the mailman. :) I am glad he did so well. He is a beautiful cat.
So many people dump cats now. It breaks my heart. I know my SIL spent her summer getting strays fixed. This is a very nice story with a happy ending. :)

Chai Chai said...

A good story!

LindaG said...

Glad to hear things are back to normal. *hugs* ♥

Lisa said...

That was a wonderful story. It had such a happy ending compared to ours.

CaliforniaGrammy said...

And King Benjamin lives on happily ever after. Great story.

Country Girl said...

What a wonderful story of Benji. You are such a great story teller! I am glad Benji is happy again. I bet Jack will miss him! Benji is a beautiful cat!